A need to start over.
I’ve hit another rut in my road to trying to become an adult. I’ve found myself some employment for the time being at a retail store that I spent a lot of time at in years passed. Working there gives me way too much time to think about my life, and I find myself pondering myself into circles… about the decisions I’ve made, places I’ve gone, things I’ve done and not done, and I land in a big pile of regret.
I don’t like being a regretful person. I don’t think I have anything that I should really feel bad about in my past in terms of decisions, other than maybe not making the most of the possibilities placed in front of me. But somehow, when one is given a chance to spend hours a day thinking about them, regret seeps in.
It’s time to make a map. A plan. Where do I want to be? How will I get there? What is a realistic goal for when I can have the things I want to accomplish accomplished? These are questions that I will be spending the next few days asking myself, before I actually draw a map to put on my wall and on my computer desktop. I want to see it daily and work hard to get to where I want to be.
Pep talk city, population me.
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